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29.06.2020 [I lighted my new tiny terrace fire for the first time today. The world serpent's reaction came swiftly.] J: Again with the snake repellant. T: Sorry! J: I told you, I am a water being. I share a frequency with water. It is neutral, and so am I. T: Tell me about other elemental beings. J: You think of us far too picturesquely. An earth being is most probably NOT made of earth and I do not live in the ocean (like the Viking lore says). Actually, I have never lived. Not here, not anywhere in the physical earth dimensions. Others have, and do. T: Name another water creature. Please. J: For conversation's sake, let's take the ever-loved mermaids. They do not exist ... here. Not any more, and they were never here bodily. They do exist in other versions of Earth's space/time. They are a frequency, they have to exist. And humans DO glimpse into the travelling frequencies from other dimensions. That's why the lore is un-killable. Dragons also. They are not water beings though. T: Are they fire? J: No. Confusing, I know. They are earth beings. You were told about the frequencies of the earth. The grids and fields. The aura of the earth. The earth's aura has frequency levels just like your chakras do. Look up the elements. Throat chakra for example is air. The Elves are AIR beings. [I tried sorting the elements to their corresponding chakras, but it was difficult. Mostly because there are two different schools of chakra colours to begin with! Sometimes the 7th chakra is purple, sometimes white. Sometimes fire is supposed to be the first chakra, then the element earth. Unnerving!] T: I looked it up. But everybody says differently! I hate when this happens! J: Listen to me then: Element Part of the Earth Thought 1 fire molten core »I have force« 2 earth stone »I have roots« 3 water oceans »I flow« 4 light/love rays of sunlight »I shine & am shone upon« 5 air air »I speak« 6 ether upper atmosphere »I strive upwards« 7 pure energy universe »I am All-that-is« You humans always say the earth is your basis. But really, it is not. Earth's molten core is the heart of your existence and the BURN of her brother – the sun – makes your earthly life possible. These corresponding sentences – and the emotions and problems arising from them – make clear, how the system works. T: Why do so many people have it wrong, then? J: Guesswork is guesswork. And it doesn't improve over the centuries. T: Wow, that's not nice. J: [grinning] I'm only third chakra, I don't have to be perfectly nice and loving. T: Ha! But in earnest: If you are a water being, why are you caring for chakras 1 & 2 – fire and earth? J: If I were not on 'step' 3, how should I oversee and teach students on step 1 & 2? T: I guess that makes sense. J: Don't guess any more. There is no time and no need for that any more.

28.06.2020 T: [angrily] I can't publish our conversation. I won't. J: You promised. T: I know. But it's too personal. Too complicated. Massive rewrites and many other issues. J: Dolores Cannon had personal messages channeled, too. T: Yeah? Well, even with those edited out her books have a thousand pages, so I don't see the point. If I edit out the personal stuff, there are only a few ideas and sentences left. I know writing is a soul striptease, but this just cannot be done. If I edit out my personal problems, there is no structure, rhyme or reason to the texts. If I don't put my name on it, I can never reference my own novels. And if simply call the Dragonchild series by another name, people will find out anyway. I can't win this. J: Unless everything stays the way it is now. T: Yeah ... great. J: Has honesty not given you your new friend V.? Has connecting with others not made you sublimely happy? T: Yes, but ... J: But what? Everyone you look up to is honest. And spiritual. You don't have to make this about your marriage and relationships. Those parts can be left out easier than you think. It’s fascinating to see how quickly the aspects can shut down your anger with surgical precision, never getting agitated our loud themselves. Because I did meet my friend V. exactly the way Jormungandr said. I was brave and volunteered to star in a German documentary about paranormal occupations and phenomena by the German filmmaker Johann Nepomuk Maier. It's called "Awareness". V. contacted him, and because she lives close by, he referred her to me. I have met many other people through showing myself and my work, but V. is my personal gem. A very dear friend I would not want to miss.

27.06.2020 Day 21 - no session T: [thinking about treasure hunting apps, camping, new stories, ...] Ideas, ideas, .... so many ideas! [Jormungandr comes nearer and rests his forehead on mine again.] T: I’m so glad you're here. Sorry about yesterday. There was just too much going through my head. J: Don't be sorry. It was a grace period if you will. Digestion of the mind. T: Tell me something. When you explained the things about my husband and my past life, you opened up my chakras, right? Because I opened up to him again. That hadn't really been the case in days, if not weeks. J: It's not that simple, but opened chakras were the end result, yes. I had to. After all, those are 'my' chakras. My realm & responsibility. The Elves opened your throat, so you would SPEAK OUT, but this part was my job. T: Oh, man. If you are responsible for chakras 1+2 and the Elves are responsible for my 5th chakra ... then I'll probably meet the entities for chakra 3,4, 6, and 7 too, am I right? J: Yes. All within the year. T: Jesus!! J: [jokingly] No, he has nothing to do with that. T: You know what I mean .... Will I see you after our time is over next week? J: If you wish to, yes. And if I need to, I will send signs. Misalignment of chakra 1+2 in you could be met by meeting a lot of snakes in your daily life ... T: You said you are the aspect of balance, but chakra 1 is about grounding connections to the earth. About roots. How does that fit together? J: I was the only one who could do a little grounding work with you without you putting your guard up. Do you know how many women actually enjoy the grounding concept of a home, kids, family life? SAME principle, different pictures. But you would have gone running. I needed other pictures. YOU needed other pictures! So I showed you the temple. Your then-family. And how you went for walks to be alone. To think. You still walk when you are very troubled or sad. And there is no shame in needing to get out to think! But what would be the use in starting to walk and never coming back? That's not balance, either. And if you worry about money, all of us have told you before: You can have it all at once! It’s absolutely true that in all stages of my life I have thought about starting to walk/drive and never looking back more often than I’m willing to admit right now. That’s why off-grid living will be quite a prominent theme throughout this series. In the end, these topics fit perfectly into our time. It’s in the Zeitgeist, as Germans say. [Zeit = time, Geist = mind]. The time for these thoughts and concepts has come, in every form imaginable.

25.06.2020 My first thought today was: "When art is balanced, art is dead." My placement technique quickly brought me to a medieval-looking village, Salem vibes included. Creepy! Some more pictures came to mind: pitchforks, torture, witches, death. Since my day up to that point had been everything but pleasant [typical fight with my husband concerning science vs. faith], I just said: "No. Just ... no. I cannot stomach this today. Sorry. I need to go somewhere else." [The world serpent approached me and was puzzled, to put it mildly.] J: But this would be the lesson for today. This village is the reason why you can't stand violence. It's why the TV show 'Handmaid's Tale' triggered you SO MUCH you almost went insane. It's the reason I prevented you from visiting a concentration camp in school – and it's the reason why your husband feels so strongly about fanatics. T: Really? I was a white woman in a white village? That's kind of ... boring and improbable. J: It's your favourite form, you don't need to blame me for this. Come here. [He put his forehead against mine again and sent me loads of energy. We stayed like this for a little while, so I could just take a breath.] T: Thank you. Tell me: Why do I sometimes see a Japanese woman in a kimono when I think of my soul? J: You really don't want to stay in this village, eh? T: No, sorry. Not today. J: Then let me just say this: Your husband was in this village with you. Only he was not your husband then. He was your child. He saw what happened to the likes of you ... the 'witches'. When he speaks out against fanatics – and against witches – he is repeating one of his deepest and most profound life lessons. 'Don't burn anyone, and don't give them any reason to burn you.' T: But I can't live like this! I can't live a life void of magic. If I'm forced to do that, I might as well not live at all. J: That's why you detest his viewpoint. You hate that he wants to save you. T: But witches no longer get burned! J: Oh, really? Does life (and social media) not prove differently every day? Okay, today people get 'grilled', 'bullied', 'shitstormed' or 'put in their place'. Isn't that a modern witch hunt? T: Who is the Japanese woman? J: She was a scholar. Her words mattered ... up to a point. Then someone wanted her out of the way. You can maybe imagine how easy that was in a patriarchal society in elevenhundredandsomething? T: Her name? J: Kesiga(n)(g)i Yamamoto. This is written as heard, of course. You will also find out that this name [Yamamoto] has an older form. But you won't find her. She was erased from the scientific history books – like SO MANY others. It's why you know for a fact that science is useless. It can't save you. T: Well, neither could magic, huh? J: Nothing can, once the mind of the masses is set on something. I told you in the very beginning: HOMO HOMINI LUPUS. T: I'm sorry, our time is up. But thank you. I understand better now. J: Goodbye.

24.06.2020 My "placement" technique brought me to a beautiful old forest today. The mental image of Jormungandr was quick to arrive, too. He showed himself bigger than me again, which doesn't worry me any more. He arrived directly after I had said: 'Every benign being is welcome to contact me.' I still do that sometimes. Not to attract others but as a general safety rule. J: [jokingly] Forgot me so fast? [He arranges a pair of glasses on his nose.] T: Sorry! What's up with the glasses? J: I don't know, I just like it. Don't I look smart? T: You are so strange. Funny, but strange. J: Well, I'm a very playful part of Jormungandr. And this is the precise reason why humans always get us wrong. They believe that Jesus ALWAYS has to be SO serious and that most spirits are ALWAYS nice and polite. But when you talk to us, and we are IN PART ... in-story ... we can be everything and anything. We can be sad when person 1 meets us and joyous when person 2 meets us. It's useless to label us. That, however, does not change the importance of our messages. A happy movie and a sad story CAN teach you the same valuable lesson. T: I've thought about art some more. I realize now that you use songs and pictures and bits of movies to reference something – because a picture is worth 1.000 words and a small piece of acting of a gesture is worth a million words. Can you tell me more about this? J: You are very right about this. It is simply easier to reference something that is already in your mind. You are used to the concepts in your mind. You already 'digested' them. Do you remember the shock you felt when you first met me? I was an almost completely new concept to you – and I scared you. Putting something NEW into a human's head is an enormous endeavour. It takes energy. That's why art is absolutely crucial to your spiritual survival and evolution. It's why, when you want to destroy a people, you burn its books and banish its language. NEVER underestimate the power of a book, whether it is filled with more texts or more pictures. Deep down, artists know this. They (mostly) understand that the gain for them is having manifested a certain thought or emotion. It's the opposite of quick money and fame – those are simply other masters teaching you other things. T: I know, I always sing the same old song, but HOW can I publish this? I'm at a loss. J: Well, normally you write it down, read over it again, give it to someone and then put it up for sale, right? T: Right. J: Then I think you should write it down, read over it again, give it to someone and then put it up for sale! T: Give me a title. I guess there will be one Elven book and one about you? J: That would make sense, yes. Call it 'A visit from the Elves' and 'A visit from the Midgard Snake.' It will one day look very nice on a shelf, you know? T: You really know how to scare and baffle me, you know that? J: Why? This feels SO natural to you that you didn't even realize we're nearing the 20.000 words and that you have TWO books in the making now. T: No, I really had no idea. That's why it felt so simple. J: It IS simple. Just stop overthinking this. You know, for most people, getting the message is the hard part! You're lucky! As you heard today, you never even needed plant substances to reach us! [I had just seen an extremely interesting TED talk from US journalist Michael Pollen concerning drugs and spirituality.] Your brain is specifically wired to GET YOU HIGH – in every sense of the word. Through art and – as you know – especially through sound and music. T: This ... this is a trait of all highly sensitive people ... J: Of course it is. We breed our messengers in different ways, and this is one. T: I want to talk more about this topic tomorrow, okay? Our time is up. J: If that's what you wish, I'll answer gladly. Why should I not? It's time you learned what you are in every way possible. Goodbye for now!

[Tag 16 und 17 - no sessions.] The world serpent is back – lucky me! It seems to be in a good mood, I can see it slither around on my porch. But some things are different, too. Jormungandr shows himself so small now, he has the size of a small normal snake. This version of him also behaves differently, almost comical. He comes up to me, puts his tail end to his mouth as if he was thinking hard about something, then uses it to press down on my keyboard keys. He is much more Sir Hiss [Disney's Robin Hood] that man-eating monster from Norse mythology. That's new! T: Is the other part gone? J: Yes. Reintegrated, you could say. T: That's fascinating. J: It's not more fascinating than anything else in the universe. Birth, death. Splitting, reintegrating. It's the eternal circle. It's ... T: Balance! J: Yes. You understand better now. T: I hope so. Thank you, Jormungandr. For the things you cleared up for the other women. J: Thank YOU for giving all this energy that evening. You were tired, and rightfully so. It takes a toll to go so deep. To meet me this far "up", this near to my realm. Don't worry about the last two days. Yes, I took an oath from you – to TRY to listen to me for 30 consecutive days. And you did TRY. You do everything I asked ... well, almost. [He grins at me and taps my wrist. I'm not wearing my golden snake wristband.] T: Oops. Sorry. J: No worries. T: Can I ask you something? Did you send all this money my way? My new job? The side hustle for my friend V.? J: Well, you seem to need it at the moment. [I had to pay for a costly auto repair indeed!] The Elves – in the end – sent you much more by the stroke of their hands. I didn't want to short-change you. T: That's nice of you, thank you very much! By the way, can we maybe talk about this material and where it needs to go? I'm worried about writing it down under my own name. How do I decide where to publish this? J: Well, that depends on how many people you can imagine reaching. Why do you think Anna [the author whose book started all of this] did it? T: That's not fair. She has published material like this before ... She's more experienced. J: Do you think this material you have here is in any way worth less than her teachings? T: No, of course not ... I just daydreamed of a pen name and an elaborate disguise or mask. J: These are means to an end, but they are also means of the past. There are reasons why the best teachers of today are the normal ones. The touchable ones. Your new acquaintances for example, M. and D.? They would never have gone to a shaman, a soothsayer, or a fortune-teller. The hurdle is just too high. Of course, I'm talking about a hurdle in people's MINDS now, but they still are powerful barriers for change. And as I have told you, and the Elves have told you, and really everyone has told you of late, we desperately need change! And while change may start with one small step of the wannabe-believer, it first needs a 'small' step on the part of the wannabe-priest. REVELATION is a nice word when it's in a holy book, but it IS the basis of faith. Reveal yourself and all the good of the universe shall come to you. T: This is a big step for me. J: Of course it is a big step for the already burned witch to show herself again. Do it anyway.

Tag 15 20.06.2020 Because it was summer solstice and a new moon, I met a few of my "witchy" friends and two guests for a night of good talks – and live channeling! The following text is a transcript from audio. I thought about leaving this text out of this blog long and hard, but I wanted to show you what it's like when people get to ask one of my interview partners a question. It fascinates me to no end that Jormungandr said SO MUCH to D. and M., two women I had never met before. After the session, they both confirmed that this was valid, invaluable information to them. T: [goes into trance.] I'm in front of a beautiful temple now. The world serpent is already here. It is as big and as beautiful as ever. We are both standing on a little creek. Everything looks and feels like an oasis. Although there is no pond, there's the creek for beautiful, clean water. The serpent looks onto the water and says: "Look at this creek, and you will see yourselves." T: Dear serpent, as you can see, I brought some people with me today. [To the other women]: The mental image of every one of you is standing next to me, meaning you are indeed PRESENT here. Maybe you can even hear the water run along. Everything is beautiful and green here, with palm trees and flowers. Behind the oasis, the desert begins. Jormungandr: I told you to get your temple together. I told you to get the women back. And here you are, so thank you. Each one of you can look into this water now. See yourself and ask me a question that comes very clearly to your heart. If she would like to, A. can start. A.: Dang it! [She obviously doesn't want to start, but does it anyway.] How do I dissolve the last hurdle or blockade? J: Water always flows over pebbles, not under them. Remember this sentence. But sometimes, it can help to just get out of the stream completely and to let the stones be stones. T: V. can now ask a question. V: What is my purpose? J: [slightly unnerved] The Elves have told you. They were right when they said that you are a connector, but you think of this in a mechanical way, although you know you should not. In reality, a connector knows no bounds. It is not a thing, it is a concept. A connector has no limits of what goes in and what comes out, and direction does not matter either. You can have one million things going in from one side and one million things coming out the other side. You might not even realize that you helped, but you did. You are right in going out and wanting to connect to everyone and everything. There was something the Elves said to you about limiting yourself. They said your mind wanders [actual wording back then: "Your friend's mind is cluttered"] and that it should not. I think it should. But: It will take longer. But taking longer means you can reach goals you cannot see from your standpoint now. That's because they are added. They are more. These goals are broader than what you're trying now and what the Elves would have you try. In the end, whether you choose to focus or not focus, the outcome is the same, because what steers you, steers you well. In an all-encompassing way. You are never limited to one cause. One theme. One subject. One thought. Because no one thought can be separated from another in All-that-is. Does this answer your question? V: It does, thank you. J: [Looks at D., one of the women I'm meeting for the first time] You may ask your question now. D: Will I ever feel like I'm enough for myself? J: The question you're asking is not actually 'Can I believe in myself'? but rather 'Can I believe' – period! You don't believe in me yet, and that's okay. You have no reason to. Do you know the game of chances? D: No. J: The game of chances plays out in your mind and goes like this: Imagine you are a spark of Energy. ONE tiny spark in a universe so vast that no brain could invent it and that no measuring concept can measure it. How can it be, that this tiny spark managed it to land here? Out of myriads of galaxies, planets, continents, countries, cities, streets and houses, you are right here, right now. The chances of a spark accomplishing this is indescribable. The chance is zero, mathematically speaking. Chance says, you actually can't be here. [T. has trouble finding the right words.] I'm sorry. The mathematics says you are not actually here. But there is one thing mathematicians don't know, and that is, that this spark has a WILL, and it wills to be here. That's what 'faith' actually means. This knowledge. So, if you can believe that your will has steered you since the Big Bang and every day and every second since then, and if you can believe, that it beats maths and coincidence every second because you really ARE here, then it should be much easier to have faith in yourself and believe in yourself – just as you are right now. After all, the biggest accomplishment of all, you have already mastered. You are here! There is not a single spark in the universe, that has accomplished exactly that which you have accomplished. That knows exactly what you know. Or that will perform exactly the way you do. If you can believe in these facts, then you've accomplished everything. D: Thank you. T: Wait a second, there is another sentence that goes with this one. That is: Cross out the word "coincidence" from your vocabulary. Just assume from now on, that the things termed "coincidences" are really not coincidences. They are timed too perfectly. This is how you end up at the "statistics of belief." [Pause.] T (looking at M.): What are you feeling right now? What are you thinking right now? [At this point I felt a huge wave of energy coming my way. I perceived it as rage.] M: I just feel that there is so much more that needs to be said to D. This cannot be all. J: This is absolutely right, but I can only repeat myself: EVERYONE with a deep interest in knowing yourself should spend at least 30-40 minutes every day alone in quiet contemplation listening to your SELF. I also believe, that you, dear M., are pushing me away. It feels like you're standing in this oasis with arms crossed, pushing back every feeling that comes your way. Am I wrong? M: I don't know what you mean. J: You repel me. What do you feel in your chest? Around your heart? Right now? M: I feel it somewhere else. J: Where? M: In my back. J: If you were asked to name this feeling, what would it be called? M: A pressure. Tension. ... Grief. J: You tell me, that I have not been here for you, and to that, I can only say: I am. I was. Always. There was never a time when you walked alone. That is not in God's plan. That is not, what All-that-is (a.k.a. God) does. It felt like loneliness to you, and for that, we are sorry. Many people feel like this. You don't get taught how to connect to us. And that is sinful. Humans have had the audacity to keep their children from us. You even talked about that a few minutes ago. You might very well imagine what a life in disbelief looks and feels like – and again, we are sorry for that. But we cannot force ourselves on you. We are not allowed to. Yet, there will always, always, ALWAYS be help if you ask for it. There is no magnet without a pull and there is no prayer without an answer. That is impossible. [Pause.] Ask me something else. M: What is my goal? What should I focus on? J: Is there a part of your career which involves children? M: No. J: Are you sometimes surrounded by children? M: No. J: ... Care for someone weaker than you without feeling weak yourself. I will not specify who that is. But you will know. Don't push the messenger though. [I still get these strong waves of emotion.] .... So much .... rage in one person ... can bring complete armies down. Sit with yourself and FEEL this feeling you described. Let it travel and spread. It will feel like sickness at first. But if you don't allow it to spread through your body, it will never find its goal and THAT, IN TURN, will actually make you sick. Be very thorough with this and don't write it off. What is locked inside your body keeps you from feeling joyous. Ask for help, but NOT from the outside. This IS a health-related issue, but the outside world cannot and will not help you in this. It is NOT a curse and nobody put it there, but it is your riddle to solve. Are you still .... sad? [No audible answer. She most probably signalled us to move on.] J: I invite you all to drink from this water now. Just imagine it being the cleanest, coldest, best, and tastiest water you will ever drink. The water from this oasis can help you find your way back here. It may look different. I might not be here. But that is not of importance. Someone else will be here to answer your questions. Enjoy the sunset now, as I will from my temple. Goodbye for now.

19.06.2020 Today was very demanding, emotionally. But I didn't know that at the beginning of the session, so looking back on yesterday's session, I happily blurted out: "On the side of my van, there would be a huge picture or a logo of 'The Travelling Scribe'." It took a long while for an inner picture and an answer to form in my head. J: [weakly] That is nice. I told you, you can have everything. At that point, I was worried. Something was off. Normally, Jormungandr sends me the mental image of his magnificent, 9-meter-long serpent form. But the first picture I got today was that of sandy, crusted eyes. A tiny, thin animal laying in the dust at my feet. It looked close to death. Heart-wrenching. For several minutes I doubted this image. T: What's wrong?! J: I'm weak. Our time is nearing its end. T: But it has only been two weeks! J: Because I am so near to the embodied souls like you, this aspect of me can be hurt. It can perish. By giving you my secrets, by telling you my story, I weaken myself. But I do it anyway. T: [cries] Is there nothing I can do to help you? Crawl into my lap, dear snake. Rest. I worry about you. But how can it be that you lose energy? Surely you could tap into more energy? J: Other parts of me can. And they do. But the part of me that is able to speak to you so directly now is too far down. It is 'in story'. This is the lowest we can go. But you learn greatly from our sacrifice. That's why we do it. There was once a man so completely 'in story' that he was born into a body. You called him Jesus and he will long be remembered by your kind. The books you write about people like him are not holy because of his mentioning. They are holy because thousands of masters went 'in story' to help them get made. They sacrificed a portion of themselves for their part of the lore. These books teach of energy and nothing else. And you have omitted teachings. Meanings were changed for the worse. The worst audacity or atrocity humankind has EVER committed is taking our teachings and knowingly adapting them to their needs. Their agendas. But there's hope. So many want to look behind the lies. So many born scribes search the old, the original meanings. The heart knows when it is deceived by a story. You turn from them in disgust. In this way, turning away from the Bible, the Qu'ran or the Thora is your right. Not because the master's intentions were unimportant, but because powerful religious (and political) voices have led you too far from the original teachings. Your souls are attracted to truth. It's like magnetism. You (as a people) are now given back much of the original material in a much shorter timeframe. That's why there is new information literally every day. T: Was that the most important message of today? I feel so sad and confused right now. I feel so sad for you! J: Don't. Others – and other parts of me – will bring bits and pieces of their most important truth to you, too. The Elves were only the beginning, and I was just the next step up. T: I can't for the life of me imagine what else could be coming my way that is even greater, wiser, and more astonishing than you, dear Jormungandr. J: I can. But for now, wear my symbol. It gives me strength. To me, the idea that humans could very well say: "I am going in-story" when they are born opened a completely new concept to me. After all, we already say IT'S YOUR LIFE'S STORY! That is the very definition of incarnated life. A new story - to experience and tell. That Spirit can also do this should have been clear to us. Later in my interviews, this idea will resurface.

18.06.2020 T: Thank you so much for watching over me and mine. I needed to add this to yesterday's lesson. J: You're welcome. T: [thinks about Camping vans ... again] J: Dream your grandest dreams now. Be bold. You can have everything. Travel to friends, interview partners, other authors. Family, your husband and love. You CAN have it all. [This sentence is deceiving, because it SEEMS like it is just for me. But it is really for ALL humans. I'm not the only channel receiving the message to DREAM BIG at the moment. The fantastic channel Lee Carroll gets this all the time, too!] T: God, that sounds good. (Pause) What a strange, strange time. Everything changes SO fast. J: And for the better. T: So it seems. But so many are dead. [Corona] J: They planned to leave anyway. It was time. Everything finds a new rhythm now. Even you as a couple. It's really no wonder that there's some friction. You'll manage – or leave. You both either stay in fear or you move to heights you have never known. So DREAM. Go make a list. Minimums and Maximums. You can always upgrade! T: Thank you so much.

[16.06.2020 – no connection.] Today I thought about how much I hate jogging, but love Nordic Walking. I'm actually getting somewhat addicted to walking my rounds. Since the start of the pandemic, it's the few things I can do not to go crazy at home. J: Everything you shunned, I set before you. Everything you admired, I paused. T: [thinks about rituals, and how much walking and spirituality are intertwined.] J: You don't need to walk to Mecca (or wherever), nor to the nearest temple throwing yourself into the dirt every few steps. But DO grant me time in your day – every single day! The Sabbath was a nice concept, fitting for a time when one bread was the yield of your day's work. Now, demand 40 Minutes for yourself, one hour if you want to write something down, draw something etc.! THIS is how you never lose balance, never miss your step. We are BIG helpers, so grant us the time to help. T: I'm sorry yesterday was a miss. I really tried to concentrate. J: You now also realize that these moments are truly seldom. And that the day after is often worth the 'wait'. T: You told me that you keep me safe. Can I ask you about those moments in my life? J: You have always valued safety. It's partly because you experienced intoxicated, hateful masses before - as a witch, for example. It's why you don't enjoy drinking, and neither do the females of your family. But there were other incidents, too. Near misses in your car, where we steered the wheel for you. A doctor, sent to the VERY right place at the VERY right time. Your soul's family sedating you after eye surgery, when nobody would give you pain medication to be able to sleep. And yes, even human shields. Your sister. Your mother on smaller occasions. And in this, we don't shy away from saying: You are not even special! T: Somehow this is reassuring. J: That's because it would be very hard to know that you are shielded while others are not. You even realized that we protect you a while back. You drove onto an ice patch and were sure to crash into a nearby pole. And you closed your eyes and simply started praying. Your brake was stomped down all the way – useless on the ice. But you stopped a centimetre short of the impact. Everything was fine. [Every word the snake said is true. As a new driver, I got onto a patch of ice once, and I almost hit a metal post. It wouldn't have been a catastrophe, but which 18-year-old wouldn't have freaked out completely at that moment?] T: You never actually pointed this out, and you don't even expect anything in return. J: Oh, we have expected a lot in return – just nothing you have consciously known or could consciously give – until now. T: The writing. J: The writing. Yes. T: I really worry that I will die when everything is written down. J: You will. Just like EVERYBODY ELSE WHO FULFILS THEIR LIFE'S TASK. But since there are a million side tasks, you can still occupy your body for a looooong while after the most important things are done. T: Does the protection stop then? J: Of course not. Not ever.

15.06.2020 I lit some incense today to get into the mood for channeling. When I had my connection, Jormungandr was everything but pleased about this! J: Ugh ... sssssnake repellant! T: Oh, you don't enjoy incense? J: I am a water serpent, my element is water. Not air. T: I'm sorry, I tried to be inviting with my ritual. J: You are inviting, just not to me. With these AIR rituals, you connect to AIR spirits. You might even get into contact with the four winds themselves, but all the creatures that wind and crawl are repelled by the fire and smoke. T: Again, I'm sorry. I thought a ritual is always good to connect with the gods. J: I am no god. I told you, I am very earthbound. I cannot be a 'god', whatever this constitutes. Nor am I demonic. I reside in the in-between. T: Thank you for clearing this up. [I show him my new snake bracelet). I wear your sign now. I hope you like it. J: It is somewhat adequate. Real silver or gold would be better, but this is a start. T: It reminds me of your wise words. J: Then it is indeed befitting. This I want. Whenever you go off-balance, get 'worked up' or forget what you should have learned, I shall remind you of balance. T: Is a balanced life an ordinary life? J: No. First of all, because ordinary humans don't ponder too many thoughts of balance. And second, because everybody's balance is very different. We told you to find YOUR balance. T: [thinks of a million things.] J: You are distracted today. That is okay, don't worry. But write those E-Mails you wanted to write. [I thought about writing to some 'important' people who channel, too.]

14.06.2020 T: I had a very nice chat today with a guy that wants to interview me about my high sensitivity and my writing. Jormungandr: Ah, the new impulses. T: Hey. J: What? You need impulses. Much more so than the next person. And by the way, I sent you those pictures of Mont-Saint-Michel and Saint Michael's Mount, you're welcome. [I found out that there is a monastery in Cornwall much like the world-famous french monastery Mont-Saint-Michel. It's even named after the same Saint. So fascinating!] T: Thanks! J: My pleasure. T: I have thought about this temple thing of yours from yesterday, you know? Looking at my life, it really does add up. J: Of course it does. But that's not today's subject. T: What is it, dear snake? J: Impulses. Don't stop craving them. When you do, you die inside. T: This rings so true to me. J: Because it is! You detest states with lacking impulses because deep down you know this. Your old people for example. Take away their daily impulses and the mind deteriorates. It leaves more and more often, seeking impulses on the other side if there are none to be had on this plane. This worries you - the relatives -, and it should. Not because the elder people prepare for leaving altogether, but because it is YOU who short-change them. T: I will be honest, this is a lot to stomach. Why do you tell me of these things if I don't have the capacity to change them? J: 1) Because your grandmother was your impulse 2) Because you very much can You are a scribe and I do not push you in a different direction. But: You receive many impulses (ideas, stories) and – in the name of balance – it is your sacred duty to pass them on to others. You manifest ideas. It is time you fully understood this. Humans create their most sound principles, techniques, and even technology (cellphones) from books and stories!!! Some people say they "steal" them, but this effect was always intended. It's how your brains work. STORYTELLING. It's one of the biggest advantages of culture(s). Spirit needs a medium to advance culture. Said medium (you) needs a 'medium' (TV, paper, voice) to multiply spirit's messages on earth. Any and every good (and 'bad') idea on your planet needed these two stages of mediums to manifest at the right time in a fitting form. T: Do you mean I am like N. D. Walsch? Like Dolores Cannon? J: Why not? They are just humans who wrote something down, right? T: You place immense pressure on my shoulders by comparing me to these names. Why do you do that? J: You are sometimes awestruck by how many DECADES it took Dolores to do her work. Walsch was a little quicker. You, my dear, must be ten times quicker than them. It is imperative that you do not fail. T: Do you understand what you are saying to me? J: You want this. You were born to WANT this. We kept you safe. We kept you occupied. Furthermore, we schooled you to an extent you will not ever comprehend consciously. TIME IS VERY MUCH OF ESSENCE FOR US. [The song 'Overproduction' from the Soundtrack HOME plays. In it, there is a clock ticking very fast.] All this talk of timelessness has hurt our agenda to some extent. Yes, we are timeless. But we work with you in your surroundings and your linear confines. T: So it is us who's running out of time. You can say it, it's okay. I've got used to it. J: You are running out of time. I'm sorry. I told you. It is not MY grip I need to loosen. It is yours. T: Give me the tool, then. Tell me the medium I need to communicate your words. Am I allowed to write this into the aether of the internet? J: Yes. Tell every contact you know. Write to people. You know which ones. Their names float at the top of your head. T: [My thought wander off to these snippet platforms. You post every day, people get notified about the newest bits. Like a micro-blog]. J: Do that. Be bold about the fact that this is NOT fiction. You can be anonymous about the rest. Goodbye for now. I know I ask a lot.